hai...

haish... i feel so hurt... just feel like they let me down or something... what happened to all the things we promised before. how come not one was kept. & how come now its like no one cares and like it never exsisted at all...

why? really, is it that hard a question to answer? why is it that all you said to me before were just empty promises you never meant to keep your word to? why is it that you had to tell me that when you didn't even mean it in the first place? why is it your doing this to me all over again? why dont you ever get tired of all of this? why? really, it's just one simple question. just answer me, why??

& then there you go again. & is it my fault? is it?